ON MY MIND/LIFE(NON VISUAL): AN ANTISOCIAL BONE HOUSE

Lately I've been thinking, observing, and watching other people around me an noticing how fucked up human beings can be or how people can be so careless with the most beautiful thing you cant witness on this planet...and that is life we as people get so caught up living in the fast lane that we forget to actually take care of ourselves and to nurture ourself once and a while. Today my boss and I were having a chat about staying healthy and we had just a long conversation about just eating right and taking care of yourself (I wont go into depth about what all which was said and it just really made me think of my family the two most important women in my life (my grandmother and my mother) are not as healthy as they should be for the age that they are now and It makes me sad that they don't care about their health like they should and Its hard for me to get on them about taking care of themselves 24/7 when they don't really care for what I have to say or they don't change their habits like I always say "You cant help someone who doesn't want to be helped". I just get so tired of trying and I know myself I need to take care of myself too but but I've always been the type of person to put someone before myself or try to save the world...I just cant help it. But thats besides this post!!

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I'm so antisocial Its like when I do find the time to try to interact with people it just comes out awkward! and I feel dumb! My mom says that its from not talking to people??...but isn't that a double standard? I mean I'm overly nice in person but its just....

I've always found its better to be alone...yes Its a lonely road but its the hoping of one day it will all pay off...

I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO THE DEAD WEATHER NON STOP FOR AT LEAST 4HRS!

MY FAVORITE SONG

Have you ever had that one song (or maybe a couple) that you can just lose your mind to??? Well this is the song for me right now my "current loose my mind to" type of song! if you havent heard of their music please check them out on amazon or on youtube!