2/04/2010

WORK TOO HARD? + THANK YOU

My worth ethic is very...I don't know how I should put this...I don't stop until the job is done or until I think its perfect...I'm a perfectionist when it comes to getting something done. So when people tell me I work to hard I say that is there isnt any other way to do it? and in a way its really taking an negative effect on my body and my personal health when I'm at work I don't really take breaks or stop what I'm doing to really relax I rather get the job done and have it done in the most short amount of time possible. But I guess I get it from my mom she always taught me to give a 100% in anything that I do...


Ok lately I've been having alot of obstacles on my plate and even more in the near future that are coming up at my job where I work now is as a paid student work study at my college. This summer I'm suppose to be moving out on my own into my own apartment and on one hand I don't want to move because I don't think I can do it but then on the other side I have it inscribed into the back of my mind that this day has to come sooner or later and I don't like nor do I want to have that feeling of being dependent on someone else for support all the time so I think it would be best to move out on my own as early as possible! So now I'm working overtime at my current job and now I'm searching for a second one...


My boss and I where discussing that (since I will be working overtime) I don't want to overwork myself until the point to where I get sick or my something goes wrong with my physical health (which isnt up to par anyways)...But I'm thinking to myslef isnt that what I have to do? Isnt that what college students do... work one or two jobs just to make it through? its like what am I suppose to be doing I'm independent now and I'm doing what I have to do to basically survive and make it in this world! If I don't do it now I'll be depending on people for the rest of my life and that is not something that I want happening to me!


+ THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO COMMENTED AND SENT EMAILS ABOUT/ON MY 'YEARS OF THE UNKNOWN' POST! I'M GLAD THAT SOME OF YOU COULD RELATE WITH ME! IT REALLY MAKES ME FEEL NOT SO ALONE ABOUT THE SUBJECT SO THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH! xoxo


& ALSO THANKS TO THE NEW PEOPLE WHO'VE RECENTLY SUBSCRIBED TO THIS BLOG! IT REALLY MEANS ALOT TO ME :)
ENJOY! xoxo

7 comments:

Beata said...

Witaj, może zdziwi Cię język w jakim piszę ale to nic. Oglądam Twoje filmy w necie masz niewiarygodny talent, wyczucie koloru, stylu.Perfrkcjonista!!!!
Jedyne co mnie zaniepokoiło to niezwylke piękne , smutne samotne oczy...Co się dzieje w Twoim życiu??? Dlaczego nie akceptujesz siebie???

Lateisha Turner said...

i dont think you can ever work to hard but you can over work yourself. But hard work allways get you to where you want to be. so keep up the good work hun


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ALANNAH said...

@Beata I translated some of your Polish and thank you for liking the things that I post! I really appreciate it alot! :)

and as for my life its a roller coaster it has its ups and downs everyday. I wish I could control it but I cant unfortunately

@Lateisha I will :) thank you for reading! nice blog

Beata said...

Witaj, napisałam w języku polskim tylko dlatego, że piszesz o trudnych sprawach, a ja nie znam na tyle dobrze angielskiego aby w 100% wyrazić obcymi słowami to co czuję. Znalałam Twój blog dzięki blogowi Riche Nickel, przedladałam jego stronę a tam był link do Twojego bloga.
Dlaczego Twoje życie przypomina roller coaster ??? Masz wachania nastroju???

ALANNAH said...

I'm glad you found my blog!

But I try not to write about my personal issues on my blog too much because its not what I wanted this blog to be about but sometimes I just like to vent on here because its the only way I really know how since I cant really talk to anyone else about the things I go through

My life reminds me of a roller coaster because I have my good days and my bad days... my ups and downs in concerning my mood :)

Beata said...

Ok, takie wachania nastroju sa ciężkie do wtrzymania jednak to jest normalne, raz są dołki raz górki hahahaha Nie znam osobiście człowieka który by był cały czas szczęśliwy i był non stop w optymalnej formie ...
Pozdrawiam serdecznie :)

Mam cały czas problemy z logowaniem może spotkamy się na facebook???

ALANNAH said...

sure! my facebook is www.facebook.com/alannahscott